Sik World - I'm Gone (Lyrics)
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Yeah, everyday's a battle
The pressure's getting the best of me
Swear I wanna quit
But I gotta give what is left of me
Constant criticism
I'm never letting it get to me
I am tunnel vision
Until I get what is meant for me
In the studio, late nights
I'm building a legacy
Making timeless music
So everybody remembers me
When I'm by myself
I reflect on all of my memories
Then I rap about it
'Cause music's my only remedy
My ex was a mess
And I should of left and been done with it
I knew that she was damaged as fuck
But I still stuck with it
Covert narcissist
I dealt with the trauma that comes with it
Thought that I could save her
'til I lost myself because of it
She has hella demons
And she continues to run from it
She'll repeat the toxic cycle again
'til shes numb to it
I can expose her
But it's not even worth discussing it
Her being her
Is already the greatest punishment
Fuck seeking revenge
I'm too busy trying to chart
I'm tryna place on Billboard
And walk around with the stars
Wanna reach accolades that clearly set us apart
To the point where she hears my song
When she's out drunk at a bar
And reality hits her hard
Then her man ask her what's wrong
And now she's silent, then she starts smilin'
Trying to play it off
'Cause in that split second
She starts to realise who she truly lost
All our memories gone
You're why we are where we are
Feel like this is it
It is what it is
The bigger I get, the more cautious of who I'm with
So I always stay by my lonely, just hoping that I don't slip
They wanna see you win
Just not doing better than them
And people like that lose
Yo, I love it
I'm slowly admiring the person who I'm becoming
The climb doesn't end so I'm not focusing on the summit
I'm focused on the journey
There's not too many who done it
And fuck this industry
You rappers are taking L's
Tryna hold me to standards
That you don't hold for yourselves
Authenticity sells, your numbers aren't doing well
Your stories are fairtale the fans can easily tell
Bosses couldn't see
Where my head was back in the days
When I was employed
And slaving for minimum wage
Pushing carts at Walmart
And I would write on my breaks
Always sacrificed time
'Cause I always knew what it takes
Now my house the bachelor house
With all the girls who visit
I fuck 'em but never love 'em
Because I'm back on my business
Knowing I'm down for love
But I'm so afraid of commitment
'Cause when it comes to love
I get hurt whenever I give it
I'm used to people bouncin'
Dipping out and then leavin' me
Just to come back
And see I replaced them immediately
I was tryna find who I need
When really I needed me
I need to be alone
I'm realising that's how it needs to be
I'm gone
[Outro]
I'm gone, I'm gone
I'm gone, I'm gone
And please don't chase me